that airhead filled with smoke<3

Monday, February 12, 2007

♥ 5:25 PM

and just today,
i figured you were no longer worthy of being my best friend.
you always think your the GREATEST.
( which i really doubt so )
and you always think the whole worldd
owes you a living
just cos you're rich

well, im simply saying this cos i cant stand this.
you come to me only when you realise,
you do not have a companion.
or rather,
you do not enjoy and feel you dont belong
well, i was glad for once but now, i think i was being naive.
i stood up for you.
you turned your back on me.
maybe, that girl ( whom i shall not mention ) means hell lot more.
cos, she is like you are.
always judging people based on their backgrounds.
im glad i got out from this realm.
and i know for sure now,
you are no longer whom i lean on as a wonderwall.
so, just to let you know, DONT THINK YOU ARE ALL THAT.
( cos your not. )
you might sayy im probably speaking nonsense.
but consider those actions and harsh words you spoke.

today, i no longer could stand your nonsense.
yeah, i do agree you study hell lot more.
i dont deny i go out plenty.
but please, do not argue with me when i say i do study.
im just saying from MY point of view.
if you disagree then, THATS YOUR PROBLEM?!?
this time, im determined, to prove to you all.
i might be a slacker or a stupid mgs girl.
but, i will be a dilligent working one.
and my goal has been set out. to score As.
if really, you dont have faith in a friend, i dont know why you still consider me as one of your friends.
( maybe you dont )
cos i think, ive been already neglected
and outcasted.
ive been judged by you.
ive been hurt by you
ive been stabbed by you
i tried my best to savour this friendship.
but really, YOU were the cause of this end.
if you dont treasure this yourself,
no one can. but i'll add a last note,
you dont mean ANYTHING to me.
you did before.
( really, i thought you were a true blue friend
one that doesnt judge me of who i was before )
but i was proven wrong.
my heart cried out so bad.
tears filled my eyes and i avoided the hurt
and only to realise now that, ive been foolish
for feeling so.

i agree i might regret this
cos the laughter i hear from before, would never repeat
cos its been history
but im glad my mind has been set.
i'll push myself to ignore all these.
and now, its just me and my books.
just so you know, im glad for your great change &&
sudden motivation for studies
but the girl i knew before

is somewhere deep within you
& no, its never ever gonna show again.
even if she is, i'll be gone. cos, you were never like before
you used me.
one word..

USED.

& i thank thee very much.
i learnt my lesson.
and i hope you know, the last compo i wrote.
zui zao gao de gan jue, its about you.
if you happen to chanced upon it, you'll know
the amount of hurt you probably get from reading this
(maybe you wouldnt get hurt, anger maybe)
does not amount to the hurt and tears i spent on you.
but really, thank you.

o levels o levels
my head is filled up with these two words.
oh you say the teachers could rumble.
but the impact and pressure they pressed upon me,
simply affect me so bad.
yeah, i'll persevere. and you would too.

just last night.
i caught up with a long lost friend
and cleared my uncertainties.
really, that feeling. some mysterious feeling filled up around me.
but somehow, i think
its time to let go.

your shadow cast before me
what i see before me is nothing but pitch black
no, theres no light that guide me through
just because you faded into that reign of darkness
maybe im trapped within

the escape of the impossibles.

<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

ANGIE
02121991
SAGGITAURUS
GREEN FREAK
full 15:D till 2007.
mg. wootwoot(:

Y GOD
Y SLEEPING
Y SHOPPING
Y ~~SOCIALISING~~
Y MY GIRLFRIENDS !
Y my handphone to chat(:

x LIARS
x DOING HOMEWORK OR RATHER SCHOOL
x TWO TIMERS
x backstabbers!

&& all i want this year are my As for Os &i'll be more than
SATISFIED<3

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